holding on
22.9.10
here we go again.
PEOPLE! I'm just fuckin bad missing this blog. so, here we go again and post something new. hi.
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yap, hai semua!! udahlama banget ga ngepost di blogger gue yang satu ini. dari sekian banyak accounts blogger yg gue buat, yang paling banyak history nya blog yang satu ini, dan gue mutusin untuk gapakl pindah-pindah blog selain blog ini. daannn sekian lama ga ngepost, im gonna tell you all about my days since i dont write here. dan ada satu yang telah berubah, dan saya tercantum disekolah baru yaitu SMP 19 JAKARTA. gue udh oindah ke sekolah 'AMAZING' itu semenjek gue kelas 1 smp semester 2, tp walaupun gitu gue gabakal lupaiin bm yang juga sangat 'AMAZING' di 19 terdiri dari anak2 yang lebih banyak karakter nya dan wawww muridnya lebih banyak dibanding di BM<--karena itu banyak bgt karakter anak2 nya. di 19 gue dapet pengalapan yang JAUH BERBEDA lebih WAW dari pada di bm karena..zttt lebih banyak permasalahan yang pastinya dan pasti lebih dapet bnyk pelajarannya. disana gue ketemu orang-orang baru dan yang kebanyakannya belum pernah gue temuin tipe2 nya disekolah gue yang dulu2. just like the others they're amazing and totally great.
i just dont think that i will get something better there.
ya, gue merasa lebih buruk dan gabisa ngerubah sikap2 buruk gue yang semakin hari semakin parah. tau apa? gue sering muna-in orang<-- REALTALK. percaya ga pecaya, banyak org yg gue benci disana karena mereka sendiri ga ngaca sm perbuatan mereka. my momma says that:
KITA BOLEH BERTEMAN SAMA SIAPA SAJA, TAPI KITA HARUS TAU MANA BAIK DAN BURUK DARI SIFAT TEMAN KITA. JADI, SIFAT BURUK MEREKA JANGAN KITA IKUTIN DAN SEBALIKNYA KITA MENCOTOH PERILAKU BAIK TEMAN KITA.
yaa, dia selalu bilang gitu kalo gue lagi cerita ttg kejadian2 yang aneh di sekolah. and you better know that Mom is the best place to tell a story, selain temen lo. And here we go again, di 19 gue juga kedapetan bahwa ada orang yang ternyata~~~ sempet BENCI sm gue, may be till right now. dont care.
“The face of the enemy frightens me only when I see how much it resembles me”
yep. it isnt finish yet, but i'll tell ya later. ADIOS
WHAT IS LIFE WITHOUT A PROBLEMS?
19.12.09
C -.-
sabtu, 19 Desember 2009 tepatnya jam 7.00
"hanaa... hana..." ada yang membangunkan daku dari tidur ku.. "ya...ya..." jawab aja gitu gue lagian manggil hana nya duakali deh? nah, gue akhirnya bangun, dan ternyata tau ga pemirsa sekalian? oalahhh yang bangunin gue tuh bokaps (ala tari 's') tohh dan jengjeng... gue bangun ajaaa padahal gatau mau ngapain?
-,- mungkin rencananya gue disuruh ikut ambil rapot kali ya? tapi saya tidaak maaauu gara2 gue tau bahwa bakal ada Mr. Alkor :D yap! dan saya memutuska untuk tidak ikut...
any way... GUEE LAGI BUKA FACEBOOKies LOOH!
lanjt han...
iya, pagi itu bokap gue sama nyokap yang mau ngambil rapot dan mereka siap2 pagi-pagi yang ber-Misi agar dapet antrian pertama... jeng jeng HAHAUKK
teruush, gue tiduran di sofa panjang sambil nonton SpongeBob <- ;D cie hanaaa nontonnya SpongeBob... truss tiba2 gue liat bokap gue udah mau jalan ke bawah dengan membawa Travel bag nya, trus nyokap gue turun kebawah dengan lembutnya... bokap dan nyokap gur ternyata udah siap menjalan kan Misi mereka!! oh God, kalo mereka tau gue gimana apa nasib nya yaa gue ini? HUUU mamaaa... kalo gue dicincang gimana yaolloh? :D
BRRMMM, BRRMM, lah mobil suaranya gitu yah? hahau
NIIIIIIIIITT... suara mobil bokap gue yang sangat nyaring di telingaa, itu suara sensor nyarinnnnnng bangget
akhirnya mereka sampe di SMP BaktiMulya 400 hahay harus gitu yaa? cekacekaa
dan mereka mulai masuk Lobby ah mamaa daku bentar lagi di cincang huu helpmi:((
OH IYAA TEMAAN...
Gue mulai mual deeeh ngepost by phone ... Huu mana syliconnya gelap gitu lagi warnanyaaa huus
Dan lanjuuuuuuutes habis ituu nyokap gue pulang dari dokter kuliut trus langsung nge-bell dan dengan bahasa tubuhnya yang sedang cape, nyokap gue bilang kegue bahwa PKN dan PLKJ gue nilai nya di bawah kkm hahawk dan yang jago nya, dan mendapat rekor di hidup guee bahwa pkn itu gue dapet penilaian C! Oh my, pertama kalinyaaaa huhuiii dan gue mendapatkan rank. 15 -,-- yang dari 23 org dan katanya hira bagus, yaolloh hir... Matamu buram?? Huu C is the Fun-tastic thing everr :D
CIAO! LOVE.PEACE.XOXO. ¶ 3:10 PM 0 Komentar
"hanaa... hana..." ada yang membangunkan daku dari tidur ku.. "ya...ya..." jawab aja gitu gue lagian manggil hana nya duakali deh? nah, gue akhirnya bangun, dan ternyata tau ga pemirsa sekalian? oalahhh yang bangunin gue tuh bokaps (ala tari 's') tohh dan jengjeng... gue bangun ajaaa padahal gatau mau ngapain?
-,- mungkin rencananya gue disuruh ikut ambil rapot kali ya? tapi saya tidaak maaauu gara2 gue tau bahwa bakal ada Mr. Alkor :D yap! dan saya memutuska untuk tidak ikut...
any way... GUEE LAGI BUKA FACEBOOKies LOOH!
lanjt han...
iya, pagi itu bokap gue sama nyokap yang mau ngambil rapot dan mereka siap2 pagi-pagi yang ber-Misi agar dapet antrian pertama... jeng jeng HAHAUKK
teruush, gue tiduran di sofa panjang sambil nonton SpongeBob <- ;D cie hanaaa nontonnya SpongeBob... truss tiba2 gue liat bokap gue udah mau jalan ke bawah dengan membawa Travel bag nya, trus nyokap gue turun kebawah dengan lembutnya... bokap dan nyokap gur ternyata udah siap menjalan kan Misi mereka!! oh God, kalo mereka tau gue gimana apa nasib nya yaa gue ini? HUUU mamaaa... kalo gue dicincang gimana yaolloh? :D
BRRMMM, BRRMM, lah mobil suaranya gitu yah? hahau
NIIIIIIIIITT... suara mobil bokap gue yang sangat nyaring di telingaa, itu suara sensor nyarinnnnnng bangget
akhirnya mereka sampe di SMP BaktiMulya 400 hahay harus gitu yaa? cekacekaa
dan mereka mulai masuk Lobby ah mamaa daku bentar lagi di cincang huu helpmi:((
OH IYAA TEMAAN...
Gue mulai mual deeeh ngepost by phone ... Huu mana syliconnya gelap gitu lagi warnanyaaa huus
Dan lanjuuuuuuutes habis ituu nyokap gue pulang dari dokter kuliut trus langsung nge-bell dan dengan bahasa tubuhnya yang sedang cape, nyokap gue bilang kegue bahwa PKN dan PLKJ gue nilai nya di bawah kkm hahawk dan yang jago nya, dan mendapat rekor di hidup guee bahwa pkn itu gue dapet penilaian C! Oh my, pertama kalinyaaaa huhuiii dan gue mendapatkan rank. 15 -,-- yang dari 23 org dan katanya hira bagus, yaolloh hir... Matamu buram?? Huu C is the Fun-tastic thing everr :D
CIAO! LOVE.PEACE.XOXO. ¶ 3:10 PM 0 Komentar
16.12.09
:D
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=30790085&l=5a386be421&id=1156321486
its my first grade
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its my first grade
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11.12.09
How do i breathe by Mario Bennett
I know this is an old song. But I love this song.
How do I breathe, yeah?
How do I breathe, yeah?
[Verse:]
It feels so different being here,
I was so used to being next to you,
Life for me is not the same,
There's no one to turn to.
I don't know why I let it go too far,
Starting over - it's so hard.
Seems like everywhere I try to go,
I keep thinking of you.
[Hook:]
I just had a wake up call,
Wishing that I never let you fall,
Baby you are not to blame at all.
when I'm the one that pushed you away.
Baby if you knew I cared,
You'd have never went nowhere (nowhere),
Girl I should've been right there.
[Chorus:]
How do I breathe
Without you here by my side?
How will I see
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me,
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?
[Verse:]
Girl I'm losin' my mind.
Yes I made a mistake.
I thought that you would be mine.
Guess the joke was on me.
I miss you so bad, I can't sleep.
I wish I knew where you could be.
Another dude is replacing me,
God this can't be happening.
[Hook:]
I just had a wake up call (call),
Wishing that I never let you fall (fall),
Baby you are not to blame at all.
When I'm the one that pushed you away
Baby if you knew I cared (cared),
You'd have never went nowhere (nowhere),
Girl I should've been right there.
[Chorus:]
(And I wonder...)
How do I breathe
Without you here by my side?
How will I see
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me (I'm saying),
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?
[Verse:]
I can't get over you, no
Baby I don't wanna let go, no
Girl you need to come home
Girl come back to me
'Cause girl you made it hard to breathe
When you're not with me.
[Chorus:]
(Tell me)
How do I breathe
Without you here by my side?
How will I see
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go (where do I, where do I go)
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me,
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?
[Some speaking starts]
Without you here by my side?
How will I see (how will I see)
When your love brought me to the light (baby, baby)?
Where do I go (where do)
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me (you're not with me),
How do I breathe (how do I breathe)?
How do I breathe? ¶ 2:56 PM 0 Komentar
How do I breathe, yeah?
How do I breathe, yeah?
[Verse:]
It feels so different being here,
I was so used to being next to you,
Life for me is not the same,
There's no one to turn to.
I don't know why I let it go too far,
Starting over - it's so hard.
Seems like everywhere I try to go,
I keep thinking of you.
[Hook:]
I just had a wake up call,
Wishing that I never let you fall,
Baby you are not to blame at all.
when I'm the one that pushed you away.
Baby if you knew I cared,
You'd have never went nowhere (nowhere),
Girl I should've been right there.
[Chorus:]
How do I breathe
Without you here by my side?
How will I see
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me,
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?
[Verse:]
Girl I'm losin' my mind.
Yes I made a mistake.
I thought that you would be mine.
Guess the joke was on me.
I miss you so bad, I can't sleep.
I wish I knew where you could be.
Another dude is replacing me,
God this can't be happening.
[Hook:]
I just had a wake up call (call),
Wishing that I never let you fall (fall),
Baby you are not to blame at all.
When I'm the one that pushed you away
Baby if you knew I cared (cared),
You'd have never went nowhere (nowhere),
Girl I should've been right there.
[Chorus:]
(And I wonder...)
How do I breathe
Without you here by my side?
How will I see
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me (I'm saying),
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?
[Verse:]
I can't get over you, no
Baby I don't wanna let go, no
Girl you need to come home
Girl come back to me
'Cause girl you made it hard to breathe
When you're not with me.
[Chorus:]
(Tell me)
How do I breathe
Without you here by my side?
How will I see
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go (where do I, where do I go)
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me,
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?
[Some speaking starts]
Without you here by my side?
How will I see (how will I see)
When your love brought me to the light (baby, baby)?
Where do I go (where do)
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me (you're not with me),
How do I breathe (how do I breathe)?
How do I breathe? ¶ 2:56 PM 0 Komentar
10.12.09
just copy and paste
Today is wednesday the fucking subject is gym hate it fuck it -.-
I need something fun let's just talk about my fucking day, wed. just call it a boring day ever in my life, need fun oxygen. DAMN IT. Now I have joined my 'Young Bones' activity. Please I need some joke humpss, boy oh boy I need romeo. Talk about friends let's describe YB's.
☺ Fahira Lubis : she's the one of YB's that company me now..
☺ Rara Effendi : she's the one of YB's too, she's now go to the canteen.
☺ Mentari Kamila : yb's go to the canteen.
☺ Jacyntha Kawidjaja : yb's go to the canteen.
☺ and me : I just company hira, cause both of us just not join three other YB's go to the canteen
That's my friends FACT...
Here's more some of my friends activity..
☺ Hira just tell, some story to me she feel sad, about something.
☺ Dekza arlingga, he's come to us and tell us some UNIMPORTANT thing-,-
☺ dino armando, just join dekza for UNIMPORTANT thing (keep it; UNIMPORTANT!)
☺ the crazy thing at the most of the boy at IC : play very unimportant thing
☺ my self : just move seat to in front of tari and hira.
☺ rara effendi : busy with her feet and her book and the teacher.
☺ mentari kamila : busy with her pony and her pencils
☺ nawwaf yasir : busy with his PRIKITIW, what the fucking brother.
☺ devandra maula : oh my clever brother! He's so calm
☺ caffalundi : don't understand the 'toss'
☺ yurie octassa : busy with her cheek, she busy with my sweetie nana
☺ Reo'na : do what's yuries order
☺ ramadhan daulay : busy with his scream, Hate it so LOUD
☺ azzahra dheavierra : broken book
☺ husen : pirates PS3 cd
☺ daffa syauqila : busy chemistry, hooh I don't know how I can focus in this subject..
☺ ms. Bekty : busy to teach chemistry
☺ nadia amanda : chatting with laily and vierra
☺ Kevin geraldy : crazy toss
☺ mentari kamila : crazy sock
☺ laily amalia : busy with bottle
☺ ms. Nur : busy teaching
☺ its huumph a boring day goodbye.. ¶ 1:14 AM 0 Komentar
I need something fun let's just talk about my fucking day, wed. just call it a boring day ever in my life, need fun oxygen. DAMN IT. Now I have joined my 'Young Bones' activity. Please I need some joke humpss, boy oh boy I need romeo. Talk about friends let's describe YB's.
☺ Fahira Lubis : she's the one of YB's that company me now..
☺ Rara Effendi : she's the one of YB's too, she's now go to the canteen.
☺ Mentari Kamila : yb's go to the canteen.
☺ Jacyntha Kawidjaja : yb's go to the canteen.
☺ and me : I just company hira, cause both of us just not join three other YB's go to the canteen
That's my friends FACT...
Here's more some of my friends activity..
☺ Hira just tell, some story to me she feel sad, about something.
☺ Dekza arlingga, he's come to us and tell us some UNIMPORTANT thing-,-
☺ dino armando, just join dekza for UNIMPORTANT thing (keep it; UNIMPORTANT!)
☺ the crazy thing at the most of the boy at IC : play very unimportant thing
☺ my self : just move seat to in front of tari and hira.
☺ rara effendi : busy with her feet and her book and the teacher.
☺ mentari kamila : busy with her pony and her pencils
☺ nawwaf yasir : busy with his PRIKITIW, what the fucking brother.
☺ devandra maula : oh my clever brother! He's so calm
☺ caffalundi : don't understand the 'toss'
☺ yurie octassa : busy with her cheek, she busy with my sweetie nana
☺ Reo'na : do what's yuries order
☺ ramadhan daulay : busy with his scream, Hate it so LOUD
☺ azzahra dheavierra : broken book
☺ husen : pirates PS3 cd
☺ daffa syauqila : busy chemistry, hooh I don't know how I can focus in this subject..
☺ ms. Bekty : busy to teach chemistry
☺ nadia amanda : chatting with laily and vierra
☺ Kevin geraldy : crazy toss
☺ mentari kamila : crazy sock
☺ laily amalia : busy with bottle
☺ ms. Nur : busy teaching
☺ its huumph a boring day goodbye.. ¶ 1:14 AM 0 Komentar
9.10.09
abortion oh poor baby
ih iyadeh gue eneg abis ngeliat bayi aborsian di google, tapi sumpah hampir nangis deh gue. nih ya gue kasih tau! ORANG YANG NGABORSI TUH SADIS! GILA! DAN MUNGKIN TINGKAT KEPINTARAANNYA ADALAH -1INFINTY! NIH SADIS ABIS! GUE KASI LIAT TUH GAMBAR BAYI YANG ABIS DI ABORSI!
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kepala terpisah! MY OH MY! gue juga sempet baca sesuatu yg hampir ngbut gu nangis okeyy
ini diaa..
i have no idea what it is with my email forwards, but here's a sad one.
Month one:
Mommy I am only 4 inches long,
but I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
The sound of your heart beat
is my favorite lullaby.
Month Two:
Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me,
you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.
Month Three:
You know what Mommy?
I'm a boy!!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too,
and I cry with you even though
you can't hear me.
Month Four:
Mommy my hair is starting to grow
Month one:
Mommy I am only 4 inches long,
but I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
The sound of your heart beat
is my favorite lullaby.
Month Two:
Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me,
you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.
Month Three:
You know what Mommy?
I'm a boy!!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too,
and I cry with you even though
you can't hear me.
Month Four:
Mommy my hair is starting to grow
It is very short and fine,
but I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes.
I can also stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.
Month Five:
You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what's abortion?
Month Six:
I can hear that doctor again.
I don't like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can't get away from it!
Mommy! HELP me!
Month Seven:
Mommy I am okay.
I am in god arms now.
Why didn't you want me Mommy?
but I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes.
I can also stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.
Month Five:
You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what's abortion?
Month Six:I can hear that doctor again.
I don't like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can't get away from it!
Mommy! HELP me!
Month Seven:
Mommy I am okay.
I am in god arms now.
Why didn't you want me Mommy?
gila ngga? bayi yang udah ngarep di lahiriin dan udah sayang sama nyokap nya tega"nya si nyokap ngebunuh!
